40. My ex wife told me she wanted a divorce the day before my 40th birthday. Moved out, daughter moved away. Quit one job, started another. On about 5 mental health meds. Made a noose “just in case”. Slept more hours than I was awake.

5 years later and lots of counseling. Remarried. Happier than ever. No more mental health meds. If you are going through a hard time now, it can get better. It may take a lot of work and time, but it’s worth it.