It seems like this is your entire argument, honestly if you truly believe it will be even half as effective as you are suggesting having a job will be the least of your concerns and the only rational conclusion is your “tinfoil hat” stuff. Assuming you aren’t far gone enough to admit that is probably an irrational action at this point then all I’m suggesting is perhaps it’s best you reflect on why that is.

Also maybe try and get a little more sleep, having young kids can be rough in that area and a common side effect can be compromised mentalities.