Exactly. Her life was slowly crumbling. She didn't have any kind of real anchor, or bigger purpose. People need that to live well. In some of those lives her anchor was an occupation, a person, a relationship...etc. She needed to confront her regrets, and walk in those lives until she understood what her current life was missing, and make the changes she could make to better it. Her life was salvageable, she just needed to see and appreciate that.