Submitted by sabeanie34 t3_11184k3 in relationship_advice
So basically over the weekend me and a close friend of mine of nearly 10 years got drunk and apparently had sex 48 hours ago. We went out drinking to a few bars. We went back to his and I was really drunk. I fell asleep and I do not remember any of this apart from finding my trousers on the floor. I asked him, he said we did and I started it. But I don’t know remember any of this at all. He said I was aware of what was going on. I’m so confused and devastated that this happened. This is a life lesson for me to never get like this again. I’m not accusing him or anything but I feel I was not fully aware of what was going on. I was so drunk and just remember picking up my trousers and feeling confused. I will accept we did it but I just fully cannot remember the event at all. I’m just wary of him now. This has been on my mind and I feel quite shit about this and how this happened. I would never do this with him or see him like that ever. I feel so dirty and embarrassed that I did this with him. I tried to speak to him about it just wanting help to jog my memory and he just angry and started being nasty to me.