I know , it’s just hard as I’m so kind hearted about that sort of stuff which he know. It’s also so hard as I live in a town with no one I know and he was my first person here and my friends was his friends before he turned everyone against me . I guess hes controlling me leaving me with no one and stuck with him , even though he doesn’t act like he wants me at all, sometimes I think he’s angry at me because he’s hiding stuff