UPDATE - I had a chat with him and he said I’ve ruined his life beyond repair , and how I’ve fucked him up so he can’t trust anyone again and started cutting and has mini heart attacks all the time .. I told him why would u stay with someone like that and he finally broke up with me and said the only reason hes breaking up with me is cuz i keep hinting at it and then said more names Bout me and said he needs a week to think and I ignored him