Life’s hard. Been around for almost 4 decades and well you just gotta learn to overcome things and find a reason to go on. Reality isn’t what people see online, easy to feel like nothing in a digital world of people flaunting excessive wealth and false happiness with expensive possessions. None of it really matters or exists, gotta find what makes you happy n takes away life’s downer moments for the time engaged in it. I like rock hunting, mushrooms, and getting into fitness, also making things, tactile accomplishments. fills the empty time of life.