Your entire relationship came second to some situation you won’t even bother explaining. SHE came second. Most of your post is about how she was perfect for you, not about how good you were together.

From here, feels like you have some growing to do. Sure, you made the last move that ended things, but it was already happening. It was going to end. Trite as it sounds, you are young. Hopefully you will learn from this, and your next relationship will be stronger.