Wow, Just wow, your familie sucks. I guess you should prepare to leave them as soon as you can in a few years and then never look back. You deserve better people around you, and I am sure those will cross your path later on.

Fuck these people that pretend to be your family, please stand upright and never drop the faith in yourself, you are so much more beautiful then them. You will survive, you will become everything they are not, your real life will start once you drop these people, you WILL thrive and you WILL blossom, never loose track of yourself. You are beautiful.