The best course of action is to leave both of these women alone as well as every other woman on the planet until you develop a sense of empathy and respect for others.

This isn't the result of "being the weird kid no one really wanted to be friends with," this is simply the result of not having empathy for others nor seeing women as people, as well as just an overwhelming capacity for being a huge piece of shit.

Don't try to discount it as your environmental influences did this to you. This isn't something that happened to you. This is something you have done to someone else. Jesus christ, get the fuck over yourself for two minutes.

For who? The women he is crushing? Probably not. For OP? Why would you even root for OP? He is suffering from a severe bout of main character syndrome, but the problem is that he doesn't realize it's a story about a villain.

Lmaooo. OP like "I'm being a major piece of shit, but I don't want to be! I am going to use this to motivate myself to change."

Then just fucking change, you clown. You are cheating on the woman you live with and talking about it like it's choosing shorts instead of pants on a brisk day. These aren't people to OP. They are just props in the narrative of his autobiography.

Imagine being such a monumental piece of garbage.