Yeah I don’t know if I’m quite there yet, but it’s definitely a thought for the future

As nerdy as it sounds, I bought Hatsune Miku alarms for executive dysfunction as I struggle with taking care of myself, so I’m starting to take steps in the right direction I think. I have journaled before but I can never keep myself on top of it, mostly because I’m scared of sounding portentous in my own personal writing?? But I’ll try to pick it up again and see where it goes.

Thank you, I’ve been doing what I can without professional help but it’s not much. And I don’t think it’s harsh, it’s what I do need to hear though.

I do plan on counseling/therapy soon, as well as moving out with my partner as soon as I have a full drivers license and a few months worth of rent saved up. I didn’t get to adulting right away so it’s taken a while. I can see he’s trying but I don’t think he understands how much of what he’s done has impacted my life. I think part of it was that it was normal punishment for him and a lot of other Native kids, so he thought it was okay for it to happen to me.