Got it!

Good.

So I'll say that I do tend to read the somewhat darker stories often enough. Not sure how much of a help I can be but I'll offer a listening ear and whatever advice I can give you should you want it.

Hope it helps you tell the story you wish to tell. Just do your research.

It's a very tough question. One I'm not sure has a proper answer.

It certainly has a place im stories and I think it's good that you want to het in the gnarly and gritty stuff. Instead of glossing over or glorifying it.

But beware that this is not one to make any mistakes with. You will need to nail this one. A bullseye.

And no, it's not really the right place. I'd argue that you go to r/Fanfiction.

More forgiving folk who tend to appreciate the more obscure and darker parts of things.