Are you self diagnosed?

I didn't say you were bipolar. Having multiple personalities is a mental illness, and there is medical support for it.

You're young and I hope you find your way. I rejected help until 3 months before my 31st birthday and now I dont know why I ruined my whole life until now. Good luck to you.

I say this with respect (and as someone with bipolar 1)...are you currently medicated? In my experience, being off my anti-psychotics is really damaging to my entire environment because I feel pretty okay and confident I can handle myself but I'm really just destroying everything around me.

I hope you get the love and support you need. Good luck OP.