I am a classic procrastinator did most of my long essays Two nights if not thee night before they were due, would wait to.the last second to ask for help with a problem, cleaned my filthy place 2 hours before I invited a girl over.

I recently had an epiphany though doing shit early means I HAVE THE REST OF THE DAY TOO MYSELF. Nothing to guilt trip over, nothing to remind myself constantly that I need to do, NOPE I ammmm not doing jackshit because there's jackshit that I need to do !

I have committed in the last 4months to biweekly clean my place on Saturday mornings..... I hate it, I work and the last thing I want to do is scheduled work on a fucking Saturday but holy shit do I love Saturday afternoons and evenings now though because I get the bullshit done early.

There is value in being proactive it means your laziness is uninterrupted and I have now learned that uninterrupted laziness is my favorite kind.

I've learned the pain of a " what if " hurts and sticks with me way more than the embassment of my worst situation where I did bet on myself .

I've definitely had my fair share of disappointments when betting on myself but even the worst situatuions gave me something to grow from and share with others. Even Failure has value if you position yourself and the lessons you gathered from it correctly.

"WHOA WHOA WHOA Twitter practically runs itself man all Elon did was trim the corporate bloat and protect only the HARDEST core engineers. You think one of the richest people in the world wouldn't be aware of something as simple as specific regional compliance workarounds?

He wrote applications in C for God's sake!"

None of them obviously , that's why they're executives and managers we can just ASSUME they are good at their jobs because if we don't we get fired even when some of us do their jobs for them !